Tuesday, October 6, 2015

Whie


I looked at you and I saw the beauty that you didn't see
I looked at you in hope that you would look back and see the beauty in me
I don't know if you notice
Or care
But I secretly love you
Ps. Your hair!
Your eyes...oh laward
The smile you give when you walk in the door
The dimples I touch jokingly
But I truly mean
Your joking "I love you"
And my jokin response "shut up dude but I love you too"
I kinda want to tell you that
But I don't work up the courage
So I keep it inside
Almost in the same place that my emotions hide
My emotions for you ,I think, are true
But I would never know because I'm not sure you love me too. I don't think I can ask you. I don't want to loose you so
I guess your just
                        Cool

Monday, October 5, 2015

My reach

I keep falling away from your grip
I keep having you just within my reach but still too far away for me to grab
Once I finally hold on its like my hand gets all weak and starts to shake
I let go and i fail but still you wait there for me to catch up again.
Time and time again I would slip away
But time after time again I would catch up and keep up
Then all of a sudden my legs an hands would give up and I would fall.
But still you waited for me to come back and catch up
No matter how long I gave up for you would still be there. I am so confused. Why would you still wait for me if you knew I would just fall and not be able be catch up. Then finally you said something after periods of silence you told me that this time when I caught up you would be sure I stayed. So I gave my all and I caught up. I did it. And I'm sure that this time I won't let my legs or hands slip. I grabbed a hold of you and I held on as hard as I could.