Whie

I looked at you and I saw the beauty that you didn't see
I looked at you in hope that you would look back and see the beauty in me
I don't know if you notice
Or care
But I secretly love you
Ps. Your hair!
Your eyes...oh laward
The smile you give when you walk in the door
The dimples I touch jokingly
But I truly mean
Your joking "I love you"
And my jokin response "shut up dude but I love you too"
I kinda want to tell you that
But I don't work up the courage
So I keep it inside
Almost in the same place that my emotions hide
My emotions for you ,I think, are true
But I would never know because I'm not sure you love me too. I don't think I can ask you. I don't want to loose you so
I guess your just
                        Cool

My reach

I keep falling away from your grip
I keep having you just within my reach but still too far away for me to grab
Once I finally hold on its like my hand gets all weak and starts to shake
I let go and i fail but still you wait there for me to catch up again.
Time and time again I would slip away
But time after time again I would catch up and keep up
Then all of a sudden my legs an hands would give up and I would fall.
But still you waited for me to come back and catch up
No matter how long I gave up for you would still be there. I am so confused. Why would you still wait for me if you knew I would just fall and not be able be catch up. Then finally you said something after periods of silence you told me that this time when I caught up you would be sure I stayed. So I gave my all and I caught up. I did it. And I'm sure that this time I won't let my legs or hands slip. I grabbed a hold of you and I held on as hard as I could.

No longer

The things my eyes have seen are way past the matter of my being. I guess you would say they have no bigger meaning, but that's your point of view. You see it's not your cup of tea, a normal cup of joe for me. You just don't know. I have been laying here for quite some time thinking about what this all ment. I lament for all this wrong doing even though I'm not affiliated with all this unappreciated madness that I can't escape from this I can't awake from this its too  surreal for me to handle well. It's not a dream anymore. I need to get out but I can't find an open door. I am locked in here, shut in forever. I'm held within. Isn't this a crime I mean come on look at the time I have been in here for going on 6 years. I'm drowning in my own tears. If I would have known what that one choice would have done.....

Beautyful

This poem is fo school i hpe it sounds cool

you are a precious jewl

dont believe all those mean people they're just cruel

All those things that made you cry...yeah dont believe them they are all lies

You are

           Beautiful

           Empowered

           Amazing

           Usefull

           Time for

           You to

           Forget

      yoUr not

worthLess

Fade Away

She wanted to fade away everyday. Nobody knew so nobody stayed. She made sure she kept it inside all her emotions had to hide. She had never lied its just that no one tried to get inside and realize that she had died. Everything has gotten bad once again,she said inside her haed all these lies there tearing me up inside she had no one that she could confide she needed a guide that would stay by her side. Who had acctully tried to get inside she had to sbide in him. This person who was really great he knew her fate. She couldnt wait to open up this new life gate,and when she did she kept on track was happy and never did go back.

Love

They said that the love would never die. I think there worng cuz it made him cry. Everyday he went through a lot of pain just so then in the end he would take the blame after getting called so many names, he played many games. But the happiness never came. He would look at him with such a twinkle in his eye but this whole "relationship" was just a big lie. The guy, he said goodbye he said it was over,and now so was his life. He gave everything to be together his pain was more than anyone could measure. He wanted to forget what just happened. He said he must find a way to forget this day,get rid of this pain,he didnt know what to do,he searched for something that would make it better, what would make him feel new, without all this pain. He wanted to forget those harsh names all those games he played. He laid down and never wanted to get up,and so he just quit,he never once got up.

MY dear

Why she cried am i alive, i just want to crawl in a hole and die...no no my dear thats all a big lie your the reason that i died,i spread out my arms oh so wide held out a peace sign was stabed then i died, all because people lied and they where going to die but i wanted them to live a very long life...thats all wrong, you dont love me...no dear dont you see im here to get rid of your pain and give you a new name...ha give me a new name and get rid of my pain i can barely live another day...may i tell you why your here,my dear he was filled with fear, he would of died if you wernt alive, you showed me to him, hes new because of you, can you see that change you made him make, all this isnt fake you where made to make this life change for just one person, and you know his name, thats the reason that you came and if you trust in me i can rid your pain...wow she said, this is such a gain i wont have to be here in vane...thats right my dear i am forever here...okay i guess this is for the best...yes my dear i wont be a guest,this is surely the best my dear i love you and dont ever forget